Happy? [ Re-L's versions of happy had changed so many times in the past few weeks.. months? it was hard to keep track. First, she thought she'd be happy if she learned the truth, which lead to more restlessness. Then, it was happiness in finding something that she was looking for.. though what that something was, now, wasn't even clear to her. Let's just say someone who's been expected to just be content all of her life was having trouble finding contentment again after all the upheaval she'd experienced before.

She pauses, for a moment, thinking about it, and then, maybe shockingly, shakes her head 'no.' ]

I actually think I was more content on the Rabbit, traveling as we wanted to. But there's no use in thinking back on things like that now, right?